I woke up this morning barely able to move and I couldn't figure out what I could have done to injure my back. Those who know me, know that I have a bad back and have since I was a teenager. When it goes out, it REALLY GOES OUT. I can't move anything without feeling pain. When I'm finally able to stand "upright" it looks more like Quasimodo entering the room. At the ripe old age of 38 I find myself being more careful of my fragile, aging body every day. I'm not afraid of getting hurt but I grew up surrounded by many elder women. Some of them aged well, and others...well, lets just say I have seen what time can do to a woman who's body has 'been there and done that" one too many times. So on this beautiful Sunday morning, I reflect on my activities of yesterday. What could I have done to get this result?
Lets see.....
- sleeping in on Saturday morning - nope
- loading the dishwasher - nope
- watching movies on the couch - nope
- two hour hike through the woods with my boys - nope (strenuous but harmless)
- grocery shopping with the help of son #1- nope
- jumping on the trampoline for 20 minutes before the two hour hike - hmmm?
And so now, I must bid adieu to mister trampoline. In order to secure a future with a more perfect union of mind and body I must now act my age and not my state of mind - because my mind still tells me that I am an invincible 15 year-old who is still able to do belly flops in the pool and cartwheels down long carpeted office corridors - which clearly, no woman my age should be doing for a plethora of reasons.
Goodbye my old friend. Dear Mister Trampoline - how badly I will miss our daily get togethers.
I just wanted to let you know, I feel your pain. The joy of my pain is not the trampoline. I learned a long time ago, don't go near that evil thing! However, I have not yet found a way to make myself stay off the horse. He tells me every time I go out there with the saddle,"you really don't want to do that","you're going to regret this tomorrow"...but no matter, I saddle him up, and away we go. What I have decided is this... It doesn't matter if I do it or not, my back is still going to hurt. So live for today, because tomorrow may never come.
ReplyDelete